I am literally lying in bed right now crying my eyes out because I fucking hate this country. It has no redeeming qualities whatsoever. If you want to live in a country where the people are rude and nothing - not grocery shopping, not paying your phone bill - is straight-forward, then come here.
What the fuck am I doing here in a country where I don't feel like myself and where I think most of the people are living, breathing pieces of shit? I am not happy.
Maybe I'm just tired. Or maybe I've lived here for almost a year and I'm still fucking broke. Fuck my life. Fuck this country. I want to go home. Now.